Zenergy winner + exercise thoughts

It's 10 am, but I picked a name for the Zenergy power ball! I scrolled through the comments with my eyes closed and showed my fingers to Jessica from http://shortystylee.wordpress.com/. Just send me an email to Tokenfatgirl (at) gmail.com and I send out that you have! Thank you for your oatmeal topping comments, I forgot about adding cinnamon!

I just finished day 12 in a row (except for Sundays), exercise (madness), and I have to make a few comments in list form.

(1) I feel much better physically. I have no idea what I cradle, but I feel good me. My body is better, I feel just good move.

(2) It's not easier.Only since (almost) two weeks of consistent exercise and I am still sweating and pushed me as I was so hard on the first day. The exercises are always slightly easier, my lines are a little deeper and I better moves.

(3) I will still not to exercise. Is it so shocking, isn't it? I will not exercise. At all. That makes me laugh, because I think my whole life I was waiting to turn into someone who wanted to. The truth of the matter is that you does not exist. I don't want. I wanted to die tonight. I wanted to yesterday or the day before. I craved runs before, maybe twice, but I think the argument with the fact that there be no tag if the clouds part and I want to exercise. So know that-I just have to do it anyway.

4 I exercise, even if the conditions not ideal. Some days I am really sore on other days I exercise until 10 pm, and occasionally I'm eating dinner or getting ready for the day to exercise. We have a large living room, but we move the couch out of the way and to push coffee table aside. I am writing this as a reminder to me: I can exercise even if conditions are perfect. You will never be. I need no more living, the right program to put a gym membership or the right shoes. I never did.

(5) I'm still fat. Guess Hey self, what? You're still fat! And you thought all you had to do was a few weeks hard exercise and you would be done? Nope. I am still the same clothing as I last month. And I agree with all this fine. At least I'm writing it as a hint, that it is okay. I am trust my process. I am trust, I do what I must do to a healthier person.

I'm okay with who I today, as long as do everything in my power, I take care of me. A healthy person today to be tomorrow. That's all I can hope that. It's okay that I still fat. This is done in two weeks or two months.

And fun stuff. I'm sure we all life and interests outside have our try healthier itself to be and I want to here what you in recently. What books you read or shows you watch or your closet organization.

Here it what I'm into lately:

Grey's Anatomy - I just finished season two and I'm shamefully addicted. It seemed just like my kind of show, and now I find late at night or early in the morning you myself. Getting my fix Meredith, Izzie and George.

Finishing up my Valentine's line early next week come to jewelry!