Perspective projection

Ever wonder if you are on your size is? What if I went through high school as the skinny cheerleader or the girl who actually had a prom date? I was a while ago said that the reason why I'm so "interesting" is my weight. I say so many people slightly interesting, because I can remember how are interesting and informed for me. I call myself... interested more than anything else.

I'm curious, I love to learn, I am passionate and I'm thrilled. Most of the time. But I wasn't sure like this in high school. I was like most girls-obsessed with boys (borderline stalker) and cry about drama with friends. I watched every episode of Dawson's Creek and loved, ride in the car (up, down Windows music) with my friends. I have all of your notes to prove. I was not I wasn't academic sports, I was not artistic, I was pretty average across the Board. I had always been a creative streak, and the desire to learn but as I grew up those wishes were somewhat burned out with the desire to fit.

But then I went to College and realized it was better to be unique and interesting, just like everyone else to be. Want to fit, one thing was slow I in high school to leave. My dreams got bigger, and began my desire to learn and try something new. I did a lot in College, I found my way in New York City (via my now-husband) and I have interesting friends. I am happy with who I am now more than any other time in my life, but I noticed that I accept not comfortable am that I am, who I am because of my weight. I don't use disrepute that I got with my weight okay.

I am who I am because I listen to my heart. I hear my instincts. Because I trust my path. It is not because I have to shop in the plus size.

My point of this post, at least one of you is that for a long time I believed this lie about me. I felt I needed to worry about being overweight us anything except my look. I thought only shallow people cared to how you looked. And then it hit me: this is not at all. I have many friends, many of which healthy and well rounded. You are more at home learning or create as just the latest reality drama.  They are curious, thoughtful and intelligent.  It is not just about caring about your appearance, it comes to your health care and there is absolutely nothing about the flat.

Came when I brought up this interview with Josh, we concluded that it who are unattractive people thick and thin, and everything in between. It has to do, where you are ready to go in life where you're willing to take, if you hear yourself when you learn to enjoy your dreams. The size of your dress or trousers, or whether to wear glasses.