Zenergy winner + exercise thoughts

(1) I feel much better physically. I have no idea what I cradle, but I feel good me. My body is better, I feel just good move.

(2) It's not easier.Only since (almost) two weeks of consistent exercise and I am still sweating and pushed me as I was so hard on the first day. These are always slightly easier, my lines are a little deeper and I better moves.

(3) I will still not to exercise. Is it so shocking, isn't it? I will not exercise. At all. That makes me laugh, because I think my whole life I was waiting to turn into someone who wanted to. The truth of the matter is that you does not exist. I don't want. I wanted to die tonight. I wanted to yesterday or the day before. I craved runs before, maybe twice, but I think the argument with the fact that there be no tag if the clouds part and I want to exercise. So know that-I just have to do it anyway.

4 I exercise, even if the conditions not ideal.Some days I am really sore on other days I exercise until 10 pm, and occasionally I'm eating dinner or getting ready for the day to exercise. We have a large living room, but we move the couch out of the way and to push coffee table aside. I am writing this as a reminder to me: I can exercise even if conditions are perfect. You will never be. I need no more living, the right program to put a gym membership or the right shoes. I never did.

(5) I'm still fat. Guess Hey self, what? You're still fat! And you thought all you had to do was a few weeks hard exercise and you would be done? Nope. I am still the same clothing as I last month. And I agree with all this fine. At least I'm writing it as a hint, that it is okay. I am trust my process. I am trust, I do what I must do to a healthier person.

I'm okay with who I today, as long as do everything in my power, I take care of me. A healthy person today to be tomorrow. That's all I can hope that. It's okay that I still fat. This is done in two weeks or two months.

And fun stuff. I'm sure we all life and interests outside have our try healthier itself to be and I want to here what you in recently. What books you read or shows you watch or your closet organization.

Here it what I'm into lately:

Grey's Anatomy - I just finished season two and I'm shamefully addicted. It seemed just like my kind of show, and now I find late at night or early in the morning you myself. Getting my fix Meredith, Izzie and George.

Finishing up my Valentine's line early next week come to jewelry!

Genealogy: We had tested our DNA from 23andme.com (nope you pay me or questions to write) and just got the results of this week. They say things like genetic diseases you are vulnerable descent and other tidbits forever, like what color eyes have your future kids (blue for us). This results driven us ancestry.com give a try and oh my Lord, it is so much fun. I have my mom's dad's line all the way back to the massive tracks. Turns out, with the King of Sweden on a straight line from my grandfather connected I. I wanted to do since I was a kid, but never knew how to get started. I can never sleep why sleep when I can figure out that unlicensed I used a thousand years ago?